like roses, we blossom.

2011-12-11T00:06:00.002+08:00

Sup readers. Just a short update here before i leave for hongkong tomorrow. The day i've been waiting for is finally here omg, the intense shopping spree i'm gonna have there , the amount of shoes and bags i'm gonna get is driving me nuts! Although it's just a short 4 day in Hongkong and 1 day in Macau i really hope i'll be able to buy tons of stuff back. My flight will be at 4ish tomorrow afternoon and i'll reach HK around 830pm, hais the flight is so fucked up ... why can't it be in the morning like maybe 7am. 3/4 of the day wasted just because of the timing of the flight. Well nothing can be changed, LIVE WITH IT.
Anyway, saw the photo i posted on top? I've decided that i'm gonna get a tattoo like this on the back of my neck. It's not gonna be huge like the one in the photo, just a smaller version down my neck. Don't really wanna make it too obvious cause it won't be nice if my child sees it. Maybe i'll do it in a year or two time. I don't know yet actually.
Okay i'm gonna have an early night today, so goodnight! xoxo

2011-12-04T22:56:00.004+08:00

ok ... i'm such a blur sotong. I just blogged a post without realizing i'm in baby's blogger account. I'm not gonna type out everything again, so here's the link to that post.
http://bluecoldroses.blogspot.com/2011/12/ok-so-i-did-not-keep-my-word-to-blog.html

2011-11-20T00:11:00.003+08:00

Today's not a very good day because i'm facing PMS. Pissed off by almost every single thing that i see, feel or touches me. Told baby not to piss me off when i met him and who know an hour later, he did unnecessary stuff that pissed me off. However, i still managed to watch The Apple Of My Eye today with baby and i must say that it's a pretty good movie. Unlike any other movies, the ending of this movie isn't really a happy fairy tale ending but it's pretty sad that almost got my tears rolling down but i had to hold it back because i'm having my eye make up on. After the movie, head to scape for flea where i did my nails there which i totally love because it's pretty and cheap! Oh ... the strap of my bag broke while walking to the flea so therefore i had to buy another one,tsk. Dined at fish and co for dinner as baby has been craving for it for weeks. After dinner, i went job hunting at far east which was kind of unsuccessful, guess i won't be going back to to hunt for jobs anymore, almost every shop is not hiring! That's probably the end of my not-so-great day, now that i'm home, i'm feeling really sleepy. So goodnight lovelys, xoxo.

2011-11-17T00:01:00.003+08:00

I finally dyed my hair after long consideration because i'm super afraid that it will damage my hair as i've never ever done anything to my hair before, it's purely virgin jet black hair haha. Yup since o levels has ended, why not try right? Bought Liese's hair dye today in Marshmellow brown. Wanted to dye it tomorrow but i'm too excited so i decided to do it today haha. When i dyed my hair, the colour didn't spread out to my entire hair so i had to do a touch up again which means that i washed and condition my hair twice within 2 hours .... Yup so i'm satisfied with the results and color, but i kinda miss my black hair already. Oh btw i lose a lot of hair while dying my hair which really scares me. Mummy still scare me even further by saying if my scalp get sensitive to the dye one whole patch of my hair might fall off ... wtf. Probably won't do anything to my hair again at the moment, in case i drop more. If you're wondering why i didn't blog about my trip to USS with the girls ytd, it's because there's way too much photos. You people can just go view the photos from my facebook okay! xoxo

2011-11-13T23:04:00.004+08:00

Updates on yesterday and today. Yesterday, headed to town with baby in the noon where it was pouring so heavily. Well i wanted to go search for jobs there which is kinda a crazy idea because i live so far away from town. So we had our brunch at pontian then went around to hunt for jobs. Baby recomended me Queens Coutoure at Mandarin Gallery which i thought was pretty good, so i went in to ask if they need any part timers and i was asked to email them my resume. Then we went to Heeren to walk around but non of the shops makes me wanna work in it. Baby was pretty pissed off with me as i was really choosy, i had to make sure that i work in an enviroment that suits me well right if not i won't be happy. Plus i don't want jobs that just sits down the entire day which makes time past even slower. After that baby was not full from brunch so we headed to Macd so that he could get again. Then headed to Paragon to see if there's any job but nope, nothing. Baby then went to buy ice cream cause he's still not full even after macd -.- . Waited for Jiayi and renny to come look for us after that and accompanied them to Hk cafe for their lunch where baby ordered more food cause he's still not full .... He's really become a monster ever since NS, every book out he eats like crazy. After that the boys went to play pool while jy and I walked around the flea to shop where we got our loots! Two days of shopping and we're so broke. After the boys finished playing, we went to far east for dinner at some chicken rice place where the boys claimed that it's heaven but jy and I thought that it was just ok. Walked around far east to ask for jobs but most of them were not hiring, how sad. Headed home after that and i did my resume for Queens Coutoure. Hope i get the job, kinda like that place.
As for today, went for breakfast with the family for bak kut teh at Serangoon, best bkt ever i swear. Shopped around city plaza before heading for tuition at jurong which is for my mcq paper tomorrow. Around 8ish, went to bugis for dinner with family and had MOF for dinner. So now i'm home blogging here. Gonna sleep early tonight and wake up early to practice more mcq's before the paper at 2. So goodnight!

2011-11-11T23:44:00.008+08:00

As said i'm gonna blog with many photos today and here you are! Woke up pretty early this morning and started packing my table since i was free. Threw away all of my worksheets, files etc and gave some of my textbooks away to my younger cousin. Met up with the girls at 12ish at clementi, you know what i've realized? I've been constantly late whenever i meet the girls or any friends ever since, i keep reminding myself to leave home 45mins before so i won't be late but i always leave half an hour before as i think that i will have enough time. Really need to change this bad habit soon, like starting from tomorrow! I don't like people to be late sotherefore i musn't be late myself. Okay so we had brunch at clementi mall before heading to outrum to see my skin doctor for medicine. After that, we walked to Oakham Market to shop and i manage to get myself a knitted top and a skirt. Finished shopping and headed down to bugis as we wanted to go to ohsofickle, but while waiting for wenqian to arrive we shopped around bugis street. Unfortunately, i wasn't able to continue shopping with them as my parents called and forced me to go have dinner with them at Thai village. I hate it when they do this, forever last minute plans and i'm always forced to go if not ..... (whatever consquence) my dad likes the whole family to have dinner whenever he wants to, so it's really hard to reject him. Yep so i left the girls before wq reached and headed home to wait for dad to come fetch us. Luckily baby came along too which makes me less unhappy hehe. After dinner, we went straight home and i went for a 15min swim with bro as i was bored .... actually honestly i went swimming so that i will have a reason to take a bath as i was really lazy hahaha don't mind me. Watch vampire diaries with baby on my beanbag and he just went home so i'm here blogging! So that's all for today, gonna go catch some sleep soon am really tired now. Town with baby tomorrow (as usual) but this time i'm gonna go try look for a job at town .. so lucks to me! xoxo

2011-11-10T21:36:00.003+08:00

Retook my Chinese o levels today, another paper down fkyeah. One last paper on Monday which will be the official start of my holidays! Since it's science mcq, i'm gonna have a hardcore mcq session with my tutor on sunday before the paper. He said that 300 questions MINIMUM, i'm gonna die doing it. Okay so after the paper this morning, went to hongkong cafe for lunch with the girls and had a great chat. I can say that hk cafe is really our favourite place to sit down for lunch and chat, the last time we went there we chatted for more than 3 hours. We'll never run out of topic to talk about, we're such gossip girls haha. Speaking bout the girls, gonna go shopping with them tomorrow! First stop to Oakham, next to Ohsofickle at haji lane and lastly might just head to KandyKayne since we're around bugis. So stay tune for photos tomorrow again! xoxo

2011-11-09T19:54:00.004+08:00

Today's kinda a boring day, met baby in the morning to accompany him to NUH for his checkup. Had brunch with him after that and he had to book in again. Just a short meet up but it's better than nothing, as long as we're able to see one another. Went straight home after that and watch a little of Miss Universe 2011 on youtube, i must say that Singapore's representative really cannot make it, she's not even pretty. Not that i'm soooo much better or what but seriously?! Why would the judges let her win, isn't there any other better women to chose? However .. she still looks sooo much better than Ris Low, that's for sure. Took a short nap, like a really short one and went to swim with bro. Been swimming for the past 3 days and i hope i can remain motivated to swim everyday. Really need to start losing weight, told myself that i must loss at least 5-10kg during this holidays. A little difficult to achieve la cause i'll be going to Hongkong in a months time and i'll definitely stuff myself with milktea and food there! Gonna retake my chinese o level paper tomorrow, got to go study for it now. So goodbye!

2011-11-07T21:34:00.010+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED JIAYI !

Had a last minute plan with Huisiang and Wenqian yesterday to give jiayi a birthday surprise in the morning. Well, you people must be thinking .. why don't just go out and celebrate with her? The reason is that because hs and wq still have o level papers going on so therefore we won't be able to go out as a clique to celebrate jy's birthday. Plus jy is really sad that none of us is able to celebrate her actually birthday with her, hence i planned a mini surprise for her. Met up in the morning with the two girls at jy's place with a cake. While setting up the candles outside her house, we were lucky that her mum came home from grocery shopping so we had her open the door for us. As we enter, we barged into jy's room and woke her up. It's really nice seeing how surprised and happy she was, our misson was accomplished! Hung around her house for a while and had breakfast there. Met baby after that as the two girls need to get home to study for their papers tomorrow. That's probably all for today. I've got my basic theory lesson tomorrow and i'm really looking forward to it! On the other hand, i'm dreading it as i have to search for the classes and do some admin stuff myself which i totally suck at :(

2011-11-06T22:39:00.003+08:00

I'M A VERY VERY HAPPY GIRL TODAY! Daddy finally bought a new camera for me as i've been pestering him for a while. My old camera is currently 6 years old and i don't really like it anymore. I was kinda forced to buy my old camera by my dad cause he told me to get one just in case i need it so i just randomly chose one without caring about the quality. But however, i still manage to hold on to the camera for 6 long years no matter how much it pissed me off. I can only take good pictures in certain lightnings which i really hate. Yup so finally, a proper good camera for me to use to take sharp and properly focused images. Now with better photos, i will be motivated to blog more often! So stay tune readers .. xoxo

2011-11-05T23:21:00.002+08:00

WOW ... It's been almost two months since i last blogged, randomly clicked on my blog link just to check on it and the first thing i saw was the date i last blogged. Hope you people understand as i was having my o levels so therefore i didn't turn on my laptop as i needed to study. Was relying on my phone all the way which was kind of enough to keep me updated on things going on around the social network. I'm glad to announce that my o levels is ending! 2 more papers to go which is chinese and science mcq, my major subject has already ended so i'm kind of a free person.
So yesterday which was the end of my major subjects, i went to enroll for my driving lesson! Been waiting for this days for the past 8 months as i wanted to finish o levels first before i start learning how to drive so i can concentrate more on my studies. The kiasu me booked my basic theory lesson on next tuesday and thursday hahaha. I've also booked my BTT which is on 27 december, one more month away. I really can't wait to drive, but on the other hand i'm also afraid i might cause any accidents cause i'm quite a muddle head. That's it for now i guess, since it's my self declared holidays now i will TRY to update more often okay! See you people around, xoxo.

2011-09-16T22:54:00.003+08:00

For one moment, okay to be honest a month ... i totally forgotten that i owned a blog. This is the consequence of neglecting my blog too much. Infact i can't be fully blamed for this though, because i'm currently having my prelims and i actually forbidded myself to turn on my laptop so that i'll be able to concentrate more on my studies, which actually works! It's actually more productive for me study without my laptop. I stayed home for the entire of last week to study which was my one week break from school too. I spend close to 8 hours studying everyday. So for the entire week i didn't turned on my laptop and only used my phone, which was a super big distraction. I realized that i can live without my laptop but NOT MY PHONE. Yup so anyways, since baby is in the army, i hardly get to meet him and my friends are also staying home to mug why not i do it too. I'm now down to the last 2 papers for prelims which is math paper 2 and MCQ for my science. Well, i guess i won't be studying much for maths cause i'm kinda not ready yet and i'll fail anyways. Prelims results definitely gonna be bad this time, but i'm sooo gonna study hard after the end of my prelims. stay back after school to find teacher and clear my doubts and extra studying. NO LAPTOP! I'm promising myself that i have to do it. Just 2 more months and i'm done with my secondary school life. 6 YEARS IN SECONDARY SCHOOL IS HELL OKAY, TRUST ME. But with all the great friends i've made, they made school worth it. Ending my post here, don't know when i'll be back again. I bet no one reads my blog anymore cause it's so dead. Okay bye!

2011-08-30T00:28:00.003+08:00

I need to start working hard, no more time to waste anymore. Fiona please buck up, this is for your own good, your future. Just 2more months, endure.

2011-08-28T23:15:00.010+08:00

A short update here on my belated 3rd anniversary date with babyboy last week. Well our actually anniversary date is on the 14 August but due to baby being in the army and i've got to return to malaysia for my grandpa's funeral, we've got to push the "celebration" back. I really hate belated celebration, i pretty much prefer it on the actually day cze there's more meaning to it. So hence when we went out last week, i didn't really had the "feel" that we're going out for our 3rd anniversary. It just feels like another saturday with baby just that we're more dressed up.

Met up with baby that day at my place and cabbed down to rochor road for taohuay. Baby was sweet enough to get me roses, although i wanted ballons haha. After having taohuay, we walked to Cathay to catch Horrible Bosses which was a pretty good movie. We tried to find places to take photos in so that we'll have photos for us to remember the day, but totally failed trying to take photos because i wasn't really in the mood to. We then had dinner at Dempsy hill's Dome restuarant. Spent 2 hours eating and chatting with one other as we haven't met each other for 2 weeks plus. I can't say that the day was great or was not, it's great because i had baby's company for the whole day and i wasn't great because it was kind of belated which i really hated it and my mood was totally ruined before going out in the morning.

That's it for now ,i don't know when i'm gonna do a proper post again. O level is around the corner and i'm gonna start mugging. So goodbye for now.

2011-08-12T19:44:00.003+08:00

Grandpa though i'm not really close to you because we're living in different parts of the world and i only see you once a year, you'll always be my dearest grandfather. Now that your sufferings have ended, you'll be safe with the angels. R.I.P Grandpa, you will always live in my heart. xoxo

I'll be leaving for malaysia to attend my grandfather's funeral, it's gonna be a though journey and experience because no one has even left me in my life. It's really torturing to know that someone whom you love dearly has left you. But on another hand, i should feel glad as my grandfather will not have to suffer from his illness anymore and he has lived his life to the fullest till 82years old, gone with no regrets. So, i'll be missing school for a few days next week. Will be baack prolly around Wednesday.

2011-08-04T20:44:00.005+08:00

It has been 3 days since baby enlist into army, it's such a pity that i couldn't send baby off because i had school and my parents didn't want me to skip school. I really wanted to go so badly, i wanted to hug and kiss him and let him know that everything is going to okay inside and that i know that he's my strong boy, that he can overcome any of the hardship. The next time i'll be seeing him will be on the 20th, and we'll be going out to celebrate our 3rd anniversary which is on the 14th. I hate that fact that we have to delay the celebration, i hate delaying cze it would have probably lose the meaning of it since it can't be on the exact day. Sigh what to do, he cannot book out there's also nothing i can do.
I hope nothing between our relationship will change within these 2 years that baby will be in the army. There will definitely be quarrels at times but i believe that everything will be fine after a few days or hours. I will try my best to understand whatever situation that baby is in and try not to get mad at him so easily to avoid quarrels.
15 more days till baby will be able to book out, i can't wait for the day. I've never missed him this much before, even if i go oversea for a week. Well i got to stay strong and independant for the time being without him and try to concentrate more on my studies.
I love you baby,miss you so so much. Stay strong and be safe. xoxo

2011-07-28T21:31:00.005+08:00

I can't believe you've change into someone like this. This is definitely not the guy i've known 3 years ago. You were such a sweetheart then, but now you're nothing more like those fucked up guys i've known. Where's the old you? Where's that lovely guy who treats, spoke and cared for me like i'm his precious diamond. I'm losing vision of our future together. Please don't make me feel that we need to take another break from this relationship to figure out what we really want and need in each other.

2011-07-27T22:16:00.003+08:00

How is our relationship going to work out when i can't even trust your words anymore. I feel like i've been pushed away by you.

2011-07-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

I hate being hungry because when i'm hungry i eat A LOT and when i eat i grow fat. I don't wanna be fat :( Guan yin niang niang please help me.

2011-07-04T13:36:00.002+08:00

Leighton meester, she's now officially the second female star i'm going obsessing about. People always asks me who's my favourite female star other than Miley cyrus who is my all time favourite girl. I usually don't have an answer to that question because i seriously don't find any other stars better than Miley cyrus. But recently, i've slowly grown to like Leighton meester because she is so fucking awesome. Look at that pretty face on top, she looks so precious haha.Her acting on Gossip girl is like the best, the best i say! Yea, i know this post is pretty meaningless lol. I felt that i need to keep my blog updated as i've been vr lazy to blog. So there you go.

2011-06-27T22:37:00.003+08:00

The two men whom i love the most, not only they don't understand me, they hurt me the most.

2011-06-21T14:14:00.002+08:00

TO THE PERSON WHO IS TELLING HIS/HER DAD THINGS ABOUT WHAT I POST ON EITHER MY BLOG/TWITTER/FACEBOOK, AND YOUR DAD PASSING IT DOWN TO MY DAD.
YOU ARE SICK IN THE MIND OKAY. FOR WHAT YOU WANNA TELL YOUR DAD THINGS ABOUT ME?! MY DAD TOLD ME IT'S SOMEONE FROM NEWTOWN, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU.

2011-06-13T23:31:00.003+08:00

Sup bitches, today i went out shopping with the girls. Jiayi, Huisiang and I went to Ohsofickle at Haji Lane first before meeting the rest and i bought myself a bag there. Definately will be going back again soon to get shoes and apperals. Honestly speaking, the boutique was smaller than i expected it to be but still Tammy did a great job with the stall. Shopped around bugis street and bought nothing cze my heels were hurting my feet so badly that all i wanted was to sit down in every shop that we went in so end up i couldn't browse around for clothes. After that we headed for dessert and started snapping tons of photos which was mostly deleted (MEIQI!!!). I had to leave early cze of tuition, yup so i went for tuition which the teacher pissed me off so badly i felt like taking out my clog heels to smash his god damn face. Well i'm gonna quit for home tuition soon, so goodbye you gay fag. But i must say that he teacher chemistry pretty well, i just hate their so called " rules and regulation " there which sort of cheats money.

There's something i wanna say but do not wish to explain why. MY DAD IS GONNA "CONFISCATE" MY LAPTOP AND ONLY GIVE IT TO ME ONCE A WEEK IN ORDER TO MAKE ME STUDY. FML FML FML.

2011-06-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

I feel so ashamed, i've no where to hide my face. My good reputation just gone like that.

2011-06-09T23:12:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Penang. Being away for 8days sounds pretty long, but i doesn't really feels that long, wait actually it's kinda long. People ask me how was my trip to malaysia, did i had fun? I can't really answer that question becze i can't say it's fun and i can't say that it's not, so maybe neutral? What i can comfirm is that the shopping there SUCKS and whatever we're eating there is GOOD but FATTENING. Yeah, i've gain almost 2kg i guess, can't even stand the sight of my own stomach.

After being away for 8days without my girls, we finally met up today! The girls came over to my place today for a movie marathon. We ordered pizza for lunch and it was really nice i swear, good recomendation from Jeslyn. Prolly around evening we went down for a swim, fooled around, made tons of noises and played a few silly games which i actually like hahaha. Swam for an hour plus and went up to wash up. Stayed in my room and talked for a while before the girls head home. It was really a great day spending time, hanging with the girls like that. I would definately hope to have more days like this with them and forget about our studies. It's a pity that Meiqi couldn't make it today cze with her it would be much crazier cze she's a crazy girl! That's all for now, if i'm not lazy i will probably post some photos from my msia trip. Goodbye

2011-06-03T17:03:00.005+08:00

Teehee check out that cute guinea pig! It's currently day 4 in malaysia and i'm at my grandmother's place which is at another side of malaysia. Dad, justin and baby will be joining us tonight and i suppose that they're on their way here already. My dad is driving to msia all the way from singapore to visit my grandparents. I love the long 9 hour drive from singapore to malaysia as i enjoy sleeping in transports hehe weird right. I realize i haven't been taking a lot of photos in the past few days here in msia. Nothing looks new to me anymore therefore i didn't take much. Or maybe you can say i'm just plain lazy hahaha, maybe when baby and justin arrives i will take more photos cause we'll be going to mroe interesting places. I seriously dread staying at my grandparents place T_T sigh.

2011-06-01T11:04:00.003+08:00

It's day 2 in Penang, yesterday was a terrible night for me. I didn't slept well at all because the mattress was so hard that i felt like sleeping on the floor and so was the pillow. Now my whole body is aching so badly because of the mattress. I still have to sleep on that mattress for 2 more days before i travel to my grandparents place at another side of malaysia called Taipeng/ Bukit Merah. It's sort of like a kampong side place where there's just one small road in the middle and the sides are all houses make of ... metal ? alluminium? wood? lol i don't know what it is but all i know that the houses are not made of bricks. So i'll be staying at my grandparents place for prolly about 1 night before heading back to Penang and check into a hotel because my cousin and baby will be joining us during our 4th day in malaysia. That should be it for this post, gonna go have my breakfast before going out shopping. Bye

2011-05-31T16:15:00.002+08:00

WOAH FINALLY MY BLOGGER IS WORKING. For the past few days i've been fustrating about the fact that my blog's gonna be at its wits end because i can't log into my dashboard! They told me i had to verify my email so i wanted to do it but then i forgotten my pw to the email i used for blogger. Therefore i tried to reset my pw but then stupid hotmail claimed that my login id was incorrect when it was obviously correct! Okay since everything is resolved out of no reason i can finally blog again. And fyi i'm currently at malaysia right now, i'll be here for 8 days till next wednesday. I'm staying at my aunt's place so thats why i have excess to the internet hehehe awesome right. Gotta run now, wanna go get my nails done which is always a must to do when i'm oversea. So yeah goodbye!

2011-05-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

Been really busy with exams for the past one week. MYE is such a bitch, all the papers are so effing difficult. I sweared i studied for every subject, ok but i still can put in more effort. I can't handle o levels, it's either my mind is telling me that or it's just reality. I suck at studies, studying was never easy for me ever since i started school. How i wish i won't have to study and will be able to achieve what i want to. lol impossible. Tomorrow will be the last paper, yay. Gonna catch Priest with baby tomorrow after school, free tix! Okay buaixz

2011-05-02T19:44:00.007+08:00

It's another public holiday again today, and there will be another one next week how awesome. Three consequtive weeks with public holidays. Although i don't have to attend school today, i had to attend tuition class at 10 in the morning, what a dread huh i know. After tuition, baby came to fetch me and we went to bukit timah to have teow chew porridge for brunch. It was pretty expensive and not really up to expectation. Baby told me how nice and cheap it was but end up, dissapointment. We headed back to my house after that and rest for a while, i thought my brother his spelling. Went for a swim at 3ish and came up at 5, the weather was great but just lack of sunlight. Baby and I played monopoly deal after dinner, and he just went home. That's pretty much everything that happened today, gonna watch gossip girl now! Bye

2011-04-30T21:53:00.006+08:00

After don't know how many months after Oakham Market open their retail shop, baby and I finally visited Oakham Market! Well it was pretty difficult for us to locate the place under the scorching sun but we still manage to find it! So i manage to buy 2 tops there and i wasn't satisfied, couldn't buy more cze i didn't bring much money along with me. After oakham market, we went to town to shop around and have dinner. Hongkong cafe for dinner as i was craving for their Milk tea with grass jelly, fucking love drinking tea and eating grass jelly so it's like the perfect combination of drinks for me! That's pretty much how i spent my saturday last week. I'm so going back to Oakham Market to shop after mid year, need to study and save money to buy more! Time for gossip girl now, ciao!

2011-04-23T02:38:00.002+08:00

When was the last time you say I love you and really meant it?

2011-04-22T23:07:00.008+08:00

This was taken 2 weeks ago if i'm not wrong. It was a saturday and we chill at my place for the afternoon then went to holland for dinner. We had katong laksa, everything with fries just for fries and then cold rock before heading it. It was a great night until we had a little tiff while going home. Super hate it when we're in the midst of a great day/night and we quarrel over some lame stuff,tsk. But after a few day, i finally realized the reason what did the quarrel started off with. Well that was my saturday 2 weeks ago, i'm pretty late i know. Actually i just wanted to post the photos but then i would be boring without words, so yeah. Hehehe kbye.

2011-04-14T18:18:00.002+08:00

You're seriously not making sense to anyone.

2011-04-04T18:21:00.002+08:00

You're in such a mess, come back will you?

2011-04-03T19:02:00.004+08:00

Yesterday I went paintball with the ex newtowner boys together with baby. Well, i need not had to go but my boy insisted me on going to accompany him. Probably because he wasn't really close with the guys so he need me to go. We met up at clementi at 3ish and i finally got my koi after 2weeks, shiok max. The guys drove to yishun if i'm not wrong for their paintball, long long ride. I was really pissed off with baby when we reached there because practically i didn't had anything to do other than to carry their drinks under the scorching sun, suffering from the terribly scent of the place which was like a freaking pig farm. Plus the place was dirty and filled with bugs. Well, i can't do anything about it cze i was already there so i had to bear with all those shit. Still i was nice watching the boys have fun and getting injured. The game was pretty exciting i guess, judging from their reactions after each game. My job was obviously to snap photos to them. Even when i was standing outside of the pit, i still had to protect myself with umbrella and shades from the splashing of the paintball, how clever. If i didn't, my shirt would be filled with splashes of paint. After the game, the guys were complaining on how their injuries hurt, it was pretty bad i guess. By looking at their injuries, i suppose that i will never play paintball. You see, they're guys and their already moaning in pain, so what about the girls then? OUCH. They washed up after that, and drove off for dinner which was a freaking 1hour drive because they lost their way and i couldn't have dinner with them because of ... my parents as usual. They always ruin my day.

2011-03-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

2011-03-28T22:48:00.011+08:00

Stop trying to live my life for me, i need to breathe, i'm not your robot. Stop telling me i'm part of this big machine, i'm breaking free. Can't you see i can love, i can speak, without somebody else upgrading me. You gave me eyes and now i see, i'm not your robot i'm just me.

- (Robot, Miley Cyrus)

2011-03-27T16:35:00.008+08:00

I've got really strict parents which are pretty old fashion. I dislike lying to them and try really hard not to. I'm afraid of scoldings and i'll do anything to avoid that. You know best what my parents are like but yet you're puting me in a really difficult position. I know you want me to spend more time with you but i don't want to lie and you'll be really disspointed when i don't. But that's who I am, i'm not a rebellious person. I do everything to get me out of trouble. Every single time i hope you'll understand, but you don't. I'm tired of explaining again and again what my parents are like but you always end up being upset making me really guilty but yet i can't do anything. When will you ever accept who and what my parents are like. I hate feeling so fucked up all the time because of this, it always makes me feel like crying. I can't change anything right now, i only have to live with it until they're willing to give me all my freedom. I can't possibly please both parties. And i know i've got to do the right thing, to be a good daughter. Please spare me a thought.

2011-03-27T00:00:00.004+08:00

Hey dear, i need you to know that i really miss you. Where've you been? I've heard bout you, i hope you're fine. Do you remember the times we had? But no matter what you'll always be in my heart.

xoxo .

2011-03-25T21:37:00.007+08:00

TUMBLR (I)

Since i'm kind of bored, here are some photos of what i've reblogged on tumblr. I'll share some of the photos at times of my tumblr when i'm free or bored. Let you people have a taste of what kind of photos i like. It's actually quite obvious on what kind of photos i like from this post. Basically, i like photos of models, pretty girls, skinny girls. More on fashion and models and clothes i guess. Yeah so that's all for now, wil update more soon.

2011-03-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

March holiday will be ending today and i'm totally dreading for school. It's time to mug hard for my O's which might be pretty tough for me. I'm not really in the mood to study ever since school started, O levels is giving me a headache. I might not be doing anything about it, but inside i'm so fucked up. I keep forcing myself to study but i can't being myself to do it because i'm-so-lazy! Gosh i need to buck up seriously, my CA1 is really terrible,the worst in class instead. What a shame... Now, i don't even know if i'm fit for school tomorrow. I've been sick for 3 days and my headache won't go away. I've got a terrible cough and flu, my temperature keeps going up and down. Sigh oh sigh, can i just skip school tomorrow and see the doctor to get a 2 days MC so i don't have to attend school and face reality. T_T

2011-03-12T22:41:00.025+08:00

I'm really late on this post, as usual. My birthday was like 2 weeks ago, i guess i'm getting bored of blogging huh. Okay so on that very day of my birthday, i woke up pretty early to meet baby. The previous night he told me that he wanted to bring me to central area for something which i totally had no idea what it was. So got ready and met him, surprisingly he borrowed his friends' car and brought me to town. The whole idea of going there is to get me my birthday present because he did not know which to chose so he brought me down personally to chose. We reached orchard central and as i guessed he wanted to get me dr martens boots which i kind of pestered him to get me, but didn't really want it anymore. So instead, i saw a beanbag and made him bought it for me! Yay, was really happy cze i've really wanted a beanbag for my room. He then drove me to holland to get my party decorations then went to clementi to fetch the girls to my house for a swim. Swam for an hour or more then went to prepare for my party which i was getting pretty excited by then. Around 5ish the buffet arrived and i got baby down to help me settle stuff while i was busy preparing. I couldn't decide on what to wear because i didn't get anything to wear for my birthday which i wanted to to but couldn't for no particular reasons lol. After preparing, the girls and I head down to the pits and my celebration started. I was pretty dissapointed, some of my friend couldn't/didn't turn up and i ordered so much food. What a waste huh. So the night went pretty well, we had games took photos and chatted. Unfortunately, i accidentally gave myself a birthday gift which was a super terrible scratch from the edge of the chair causing me to get seriously bruised for a week. It was really terrible. Overall everything went well and i had an awesome 18th birthday. Wasn't much of what i expected though, nevermind i shall wait for my 21st birthday then. Bye

2011-03-11T20:34:00.002+08:00

To all the people who are suffering and countries that are affected from the terrible disasters, i just want to let you all know that the world is praying for all of you to be safe, to let all of this end as soon as possible. Please stay strong, we're here for you.

It really aches my heart to see all this people suffering, it aches me to know what's going on with the world. I just wish that all these would stop, give people a break from all the disasters.

Have faith and keep praying.

2011-03-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

18th birthday celebration post will be up soon! Just hang in there.

2011-03-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

I've been so lazy to blog lately and i don't know why. Well maybe one of the reason is that tuition is really tiring me out terribly. My monday-wednesday are so screwed up all because of tuition, i don't even have the energy to study for my test which is on either tuesday wednesday or thursday because by the time i reach home from tuiton which is 1030, i'll be so damn tired already. The only thing i could do is to maybe read through for a while then the next day go to school for last minute studying before the test. Seriously this sucks man, i don't know if i should find home tuition instead ... ah nevermind forget about it, i think i've complaint about how tiring tuiton is a few post back isn't it? can't really remember, but i feels like i did hahaah whatever.
Okay so, in 2days time which is on 5th march is my 18th birthday! I'm going to have a celebration at my house at the pit by the pool side. Ordere buffet because i'm really lazy to have a bbq and i don't want to get dirty and smelly. I just want everyone to sit down together, eat, chat and have fun. Probably play some games too, if i can think of one. But unfortunately, the pit i booked was the smaller pit ... like so fucking pathetically small to fit 20-30plus people please.. the bigger pit at the side is taken away by another family. omg screw you people for ruining part of my birthday. Okay that's all for now, going to watch Vampire Diaries now teeeheee! Wait for my next update okay! it will be on my birthday celebration!!!

2011-02-20T20:24:00.012+08:00

So finally after one week, i've got the time to blog about my Valentine's day with baby. Actually i wanted to blog about it on sunday,but then baby shouted at me on the phone for no particular reason causing me to get really pissed off so i didn't wanted to write all the sweet things. It's rather lame i know, but hey i hate getting shouted at okay.

As Valentine's day was on a Monday which meant that i had school, so we couldn't go out earlier. Baby already had plans for what we're going to do on that very day but he kept me in suspense about the plans. As i was really curious about what we're gonna do (as usual) i used my friend's phone to text him and make him believe that it's actually my friend so that he would spill out every single thing which he did. All the suprises, the plans and the gifts I KNEW IT ALL. Everytime i recieve a reply, i would jump off my seat and scream in joy especially when i found out that he borrowed a car and he bought me a polaroid as a gift which i've pestered him to get me for several months but he didn't want to. Hahaha every single year since i've been with him, every plan of his will definately be exposed by me, i'm such a scheming bitch who ruins her own suprises. But i cannot help it that i'm being kept in the dark, i hate secrets, i must know everything if not i won't be able to sleep in peace hahaha.

So to the main point now, baby came to fetch me from school after my remedial lesson at 2.45 on that very day and drove me home to get changed for our valentine date which i had to rush because we were running out of time. Our very first place that we went was the pasir ris pet farm which i was dying to go for a long long time. Finally baby decided to bring me there as it's more convenient as there's a car. Got lost on the way there but we manage to reach there before the place closes at 5ish. I swear that the puppies were so adorable, i couldn't stop aw-ing at all. It's such a pity that we couldn't carry to pups :( so we managed to go to every single one of the places with pups. i would definately want to go there again, soon.After pet farm, we headed to Clarke Quay for dinner at Hooters, the restuarant which we went to for our 2nd anniversary. Actually we had already make reservations at Botan, an awesome japanese restuarant which i swear it's the best in Singapore. But then on that day i didn't had the feel for jap food hence we went to hooters instead since we wanted to try their chicken wing which we didn't got to try the prev time as it was a really big portion, like the smallest plate was like 10pieces. We had a really great dinner, chatted while eating and talking about the girls and their hotpants which really was a major turn off because non of them was pretty. After dinner, we scrolled around Clarke Quay and took photos. (duh of course)

Aftermath we drove up to dempsy hill for Ben and Jerry's as we didn't had any desserts after our dinner and also we still had plenty of time left before i had to reach home. So we headed to ben and jerry and the place was really packed with couples. We sat down and had our ice creams, fooled around and snap some photos. After that we walked around dempsy hill ( actually i was trying to find xiaxue as she said she was at some restuarant which dempsy hill also had so i was trying my luck to find her, but sadly i couldn't. Hahaha sorry big fan of xx) Baby drove me home after that and we went to have his date with his friends then hehehe.

I'm really glad that we're still able to spend Valentine's day together, i want to spend every Valentine day with you baby because you're the only one i love and valentine's day is the day where you spend with your partner whom you love dearly. I appreciate all that you've done to make that day a great one, putting in all your efforts to make me happy. Also going through all the trouble to rent a nice car to make things convenient. I'm really suprised when you told me that you called almost every single car rental agency trying to get to car to suprise me but failed because we were too late. I really really thank you for all you've done baby, i love you so much, so dearly. I'll never be this happy if i've never met you, i'll never get to feel what's like to be truely loved by someone if i've never met. I love you from the bottom of my heart. xoxo

2011-02-20T19:03:00.004+08:00

I guess i won't be blogging about my Bali trip anymore, blogger is pissing me off so badly. I've already upload the photos into 2 enteries and when i check my very first entry some of the photos are missing and i'm certain that i've upload them up. I spent almost an hour trying to get to photos up and some isn't there. wtf man seriously, why waste my time. I finally got myself a free time to blog and all this shit happens. I'm so fucking busy lately that i don't even have the time for my laptop. I definately won't be able to touch the laptop on monday to wednesday because i have tuition, so i'm left with thursday to sunday .. oh well can call it laziness but also my house is under renovation currently, so i have so much cleaning to do for the house. I'm so tired seriously, but i have no idea i'm being tired of what. The only thing that i'm looking forward to now is my 18th birthday which is in 2 weeks. Okay so that concludes my post, i will get the valentine's day post up soon and blogger better not fuck my photos up again. Ciao

2011-02-14T22:50:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY LOVELIES!
Hope you had a great valentine day this year, because mine was awesome. I'll blog about it soon, there's a lot of photos~ goodnight.

2011-02-09T21:03:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year everybody! I had a wonderful new year, kind of. What about you? I'll blog about my Bali trip soon alright, many many photos coming up! Stay tune, goodbye.

2011-01-31T21:12:00.003+08:00

I'm finally done with all my moving house things, well almost. Everything's in place, packed finished and nicely done. The only thing left with my house not done is renovating the living room which is right after cny, my room needs to be painted and buy a beanbag too. Until now,i don't have a mirror in my room yet, only 2 small mirror sitting on my table and cupboard. Don't understand why my parents won't let me nail a mirror onto the wall, which is like so much nice. It's either i buy one mirror nailed onto my cupboard door or buy a standing mirror, and duh obviously i chosed the standing mirror. Don't even know when they're going to buy it for me .. Anyway, i'll be leaving for Bali on wednesday afternoon which is on cny's eve. I'm so frigging excited for the trip and i hope nothing cocks up because last week in indonesia, a volcano erupted causing many flights to be cancelled because of the thick smoke in the air, so the planes can't fly past the area. Sooooo ... i hope everything will be alright by wednesday. I've been dying to go to Bali, go there relax, play watersports, suntan and shopping! But most of the fun would be at the beach, i can't wait!

2011-01-24T21:51:00.004+08:00

In the past, you would always find ways to patch things up no matter whose fault it is, you would make sure that we won't be upset with each other overnight. You were not that petty either, you were much more understanding. But now, you don't even bother doing anything. Sigh

2011-01-22T20:06:00.002+08:00

Tonight will be my last night at west coast, this will be my last update from west coast coast. Sigh everything will be the last today here in west coast. Tomorrow i'll be moving into my new home at Hillvista. It's such a pity that i have to leave my current home, i love this place so much. So i've packed almost everything that i have to, only left with my bed which i still have to sleep on tonight, so tomorrow the house movers will disassemble my bed and move it to the new house. This means that i still have more packing to do tomorrow. Prolly about by 12pm, i'll be in my new home and everything will be moved in. I hope time would pass slower today, i still wanna spend more time in my room. Oh well, this should be all for now, i still have to go check on what still needs to be packed. Shall blog again soon, well not so soon. I'll be really busy after i move in, got to unpack everything. Goodabye!

2011-01-19T18:19:00.015+08:00

Wow, how long have i dragged the update of my trip to universal studios... 2weeks i think hahaha. Been either busy with my new house or i've been lazy, can't blame huh cze i've got school and all the packing to do. But still my fault that i didn't kept my promise. However,i've got the post up now so cut the crap and go straight to the main point. Well, early in the morining i woke up and got ready. Waited for the boys to come fetch me then dilly dally a little and headed to habour front centre to meet up with the rest and have breakfast at macdonals. So, after breakfast we got our tickets to sentosa. Went to Universal studio straight and started exploring .. actually we didn't really explored the place. We went straight to some musical show at some theater, after that we went for rides. The mummy ride was the best, i believe that people who went there would have agreed with me. We played sooooo many times, had so much fun trying to make funny poses with the camera. After that we went to watch another show, it was some action show and it was really nice, i loved all the effects. Then we went exploring the place, and played some stuff, watch some shows, ate some food , took some pictures and lastly, we head for the water ride at Jurassic park , awesome ride! I was lucky enough to have a poncho on, bought it cause i have to protect my birkenstock, can't let it get wet. So i was the only one with poncho on and the rest got extremely wet.The next time i go, i won't wear poncho anymore, get wet then fun mah more thrilling! Heehehehe, that concludes my day at USS. Honestly speaking, i felt that we did not have enough time. Didn't even walked the whole place and we took very little photos. I must go there soon again, and take as many photos as possible! Okay i'm really tired now so goodnight.

2011-01-17T20:38:00.004+08:00

ALLEY FLEA MARKET AT SCAPE!

Hello friends! There is a flea market at scape this Saturday 22nd January 11am - 8pm!! This flea is organised by baby's friends! There will be different kind of interesting stalls which sells apparels, accessories, handicraft and many more! There are also services like hanna art and and manicures! With special performances lined up, this is an event NOT to be missed! Absolutely EVERYONE and ANYONE can come and have a good time, shop around and enjoy the performances!!!

Live Performances by Ko XinYi from Talktothewalls

Be sure to come down and support! Dont miss it!! Bring your friends along to join in the fun too!!

2011-01-14T20:46:00.003+08:00

I went for a hair cut today, like finally after several months of nothing wanting to cut. But the end of my hair really cannot maintain anymore, it's very dried up and damage. So i decided to take up the courage to cut away the ends of my hair. Snipped off a little of my fringe to make it a side bangs and made my end a straight cut, which is what i've always wanted. Definately no regrets of cutting my hair, i love it. I look so fresh now, and i think that i kinda look like a good girl with this hair cut, kind of only lah. Maybe some of you thinks that there isn't much difference, which is what my mother say. Open your eyes wider if you really think no difference okay, look at my prev photos, look at how ugly my fringe was covering half of my "beautiful" face. Okay enough said, i'm going off for a movie with my family now. OH ONE MORE THING ABOUT MY HAIR! There's so much more volume in my hair now, compared to the prev one. AWESOME. OKAE BYE!

2011-01-12T22:41:00.001+08:00

“A woman is beautiful when she is living honestly (and) doesn’t care what other people are saying about her. When a woman is comfortable with herself, knows who she is, has self-confidence, just lives how she wants to live - then she is beautiful to me.” Angelina Jolie on her definition of a woman’s beauty.

2011-01-12T20:22:00.012+08:00

Hey i'm back after mia-ing for some time. I broke my promise by not updating my blog again. I promised that time that i would have 3post up by the weekend but i didn't. Well the main reason was that i was still terribly sick during the weekend so i didn't really wanted to spend my time on the computer,and secondly i was rather busy with my new house things so i was really at home during the weekends. Well, you might think that i still could blog during monday and tuesday right hahaha honestly speaking, i was lazy. Oh! and i only reached home at 10ish during monday because had to buy lights for my new house, took 2 hours to chose lights for the whole house. Okay shall stop talking and starting blogging. And btw, i'll blog about universal studio in another post, don't wanna cramp all the photos together. The post will be up by this week okay,this time i'm serious.

3RD JANUARY, ACY'S BIRTHDAY

3rd of january, baby's official 20th birthday. It was just a simple day out,our plan were kind of screwed up. Went for fish and co for lunch at town, wanted to watch meet the little fockers but it was selling fast so decided not to. Shopped around and then headed to cineleisure, wanted to go to E2Max but like quite expensive so decided not to. So we went to had frolicks and chilled around, talk talk a bit. After that went to IMM to meet my mother for dinner and to see furniture,well the initial plan is to have dinner on our own but because i don't wanna make my mother feel lonely, i ditched our plan and went to look for my mother instead. I'm like this, i don't like any of my family members to feel that i neglect them because of my boyfriend, so most of the time i will ditch my plans and go accompany my parents instead and of course causing unhappiness to baby lah. But that's just who i am, it's good to be nice to parents also right? I'm a very filial daughter, trust me i am.Yup okay that's just how we spent baby's birthday, screwed up one. My fault, as usual.

6TH JANUARY, WENQIAN'S BIRTHDAY.

6th January, Wenqian's 17th birthday! It was a normal school day, so started off with school first. I think i don't have to explain what went on during school right hahaha. Okay so after school, i wanted to attend training cze i've been saying that i would return for training but ended up i didn't because i was really ill. I've been ill for like almost 2days that day,was running with a slight fever so i went to home took panadol and took a nap. Felt much better after i woke up, and then met qian and jay at 5ish, headed to sunset way to meet the rest of the girls and we had steamboat for dinner. The food was alright i guess, i was down with sore throat and cough but yet i still stuffed myself with tomyum. So we had a great dinner, chat much and yadah yadah. After dinner we had cake for wenqian, sang her birthday song ate the cake and started taking pictures. Headed home at 10ish, had a really enjoyable night, love hanging out with all the girls. We'll be meeting up on sunday again, can't wait! Oh and that very night, i caught a flu and the next day my flu was horrible! Used 10packs of tissue in 45minutes, and then came with my terrible high fever causing me to have to go home from school.

2011-01-06T22:18:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not keeping my words on blogging on my USS trip , i'm really really sick now so i don't really have the mood to blog. Or rather say lazy .. hahaha school just started and i still haven got used to the sleeping time, so i'm most likely tired. I'll do it tomorrow most probably, there will be 3 post up by this week probably. One on USS , another on baby's birthday day out and lastly qian's birthday dinner once jing uploads the photo ^^. Oh oh anyway, i'll be getting my condo keys tomorrow hehehehe. I'll be moving soon, and i totally love the design of my new house. Shall upload the photo of it, hmmmm what about now ..
TADAH ! DAMN CHIO RIGHT THE BRICK THING!

2011-01-04T19:49:00.004+08:00

Here at the photos from new year's eve last friday. I spent half of my day staying at home as i had no where to go. Around 5plus the whole family sent my dad to the airport as he was leaving for china for his buisness trip. Stayed there till we send dad off at about 7plus then headed to Haji lane to meet baby and his friends for dinner which was a very last minute thing, supposed to meet my basketball mates for gathering but because i stayed at the airport till 7ish and mummy didn't want to send me to hort park which will take me prolly an hour plus or more to reach hort park so i decided not to go then. So we stayed at haji lane till 11 and headed down to some place near by. We welcomed 2011 in a hdb flat's corridoor hahaha, we had to run up to the 6th floor because there was only 1min left and the lift was way to slow. Watched the beautiful fire works with the peeps and then headed up to chill. That's how my spent my nye, a simple yet fun one. Okay, that's all and i shall blog about the universal studio trip tomorrow night. Bye

2011-01-04T16:57:00.001+08:00

“The best quote isn’t having the words of the longest or the most beautiful, but the one that best matches our feelings when we read it.”
— Amanda Adriani

2011-01-03T00:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPT 20TH BIRTHdAY BAOBI!

It's 3rd January now,1.03 am. I'm freaking sleepy right now but i'll still force myself to blog. So it's my baby's 20th birthday, seems like 20 is still far away from me. His teenage years are gone now, no more teen in his age already! so yesterday, we went to Universal studio with his friends to celebrate his birthday and it's so awesome! I love the place , i love the rides especially the Mummy's rollar coaster, it's not scary but it's very thrilling. We spent the whole day there which really tire all of us out. So after that baby send me home and chilled at my place till after 12 which is when i surprised him with a birthday cake, sang song for him ate the cake and took some photos. All those photos on top except the first one was taken just now like at 12plus, and that's how i look like at 12midnight, so horrible but whatever la hahaha, Okay my eyes are totally shutting down now , i can barely open my eyes while blogging this. I'll blog again with the universal studio photos after the girls upload them up. Not much though, alright then GOODNIGHT.

2011-01-01T11:11:00.000+08:00

Like how much you love someone; it’s nearly impossible to know that until you spend your days without them. And there are those lessons that you can only learn through the beating of your heart and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe.

2011-01-01T03:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW 2011 !
I hope everyone will have a blessed year.

2010-12-31T14:12:00.012+08:00

Woah finally done with the photos, took me about 1 hour the upload those and delete away those extra spaces, and it's not even all of the photos i have. If i upload every single one from my folder i think i'll take 2hours hahaha. okay to the main point, i've finally gotten the photos from sentosa! Well, basically we went to sentosa to have fun, gathered together for a mini picnic and then some of us went sun tanning which i didn't even got tanned at all when i lay under the sun for almost half an hour with loads of tanning oil T_T. It starting raining 3hours later,so we went to wash up then went to the skyrider and came down on the cart thingy,forgeet what is it called. As usual i had to go home early,so i didn't join the girls for dinner. But overall it was awesome, it would be even better if the rest of the girls joined us! Nevermind, there's always another chance.

It' New Year's eve today! Pretty excited for my plans tonight,although i still have to send daddy to the airport later,he's going to China for his buisness. I'll be meeting the basketball clique later on,then meet baby and his friends for count down to 2011 ! Awesome much huh. I've been feeling giddy ever since i woke up tonight, what's wrong? Whenever i stand up, i feel like fainting. Sigh, i better not be like this later on if not it would be the worst new year's eve ever. Okay gotta go prepare now, daddy will be home anytime. Goodbye! Have a wonderful New Year's Ever peeps!

2010-12-30T01:05:00.001+08:00

Sometimes, you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know that you’re a good person and a good friend. What’s meant to be will end up good and what’s not - won’t. Love is worth fighting for, but sometimes you can’t be the only one fighting. At times, people need to fight for you. If they don’t, you just have to move on and realize what you gave them was more than they were willing to give you. Hopefully, people realize great things when they come around. And don’t lose something real. Always fight, until you can’t anymore.

SHINee with f(x) Cut(Dec 29, 2010)

2010-12-30T00:38:00.000+08:00

BEST EVER PERFORMANCE SHINee HAVE. ALL OF THEM ARE SO SMOKIN' HOT. ALMOST SCREAMED MY LUNGS OUT.

2010-12-28T10:48:00.002+08:00

I've not been updating this page for quite some time already,that's because i've got nothing to say. Or rather say,i've got no photos to upload so i'll be really reluctant to blog. Okay anyways, i'm coming to the end of my holidays, school will start next tuesday which is one week from today. The thought of going to school, waking up early freaks me out. I'll be in secondary 5 already (finally) and i hope i will be able to cope with school work as it will be a major jump from sec 4 NA to sec 4 NA. My friends told me about how everything becomes so difficult for them, how they're not able to cope with O levels. In other to be consistant in my studies, i would have to revise every day, that's so not me. Oh well i still have to live with it, i repeat my secondary 4 so that i would have a chance to take my o levels, now i've achieved it i've got to work hard for myself. Okay, i'll blog soon again once i've got the photos from my sentosa trip last monday with the girls. Now i got to go do some housework then prepare to meet Justin and off to town. Annyeong

2010-12-18T01:29:00.002+08:00

LOOK PEOPLE,THIS IS WHAT YOU REALLY CALL PERFECT.

2010-12-18T00:57:00.004+08:00

HEY YOOOOOOOOO PEEPZXZXZ! I've gotten back my results today and as you can see from my first sentence,i'm really happy which links to that I PASS MY N LEVELS WITH 16POINTS. I was really worried just now while we're waiting for our turn to get the results,i could not sit still and my palms were all sweaty. I was totally freaking out that moment,it's like i could have just run out the hall and jump down the school. But all my worries were all lifted from from my chest when i gotten my result slip. I was so fucking elated that i ran to my bag and then i slide on the ground on my knees,which hurts like mad after that. I've never felt this relieved in my life,i felt like as if i could fly hehehe.
Well i'm so proud of my girls, they all did perfectly well and we got promoted to sec 5 together! I'm especially proud of my three girls whom are Preeti - the top scorer 8 points , Jiayi and Wenqian who came in second with 11points. All of our efforts are paid off with our awesome results. Most of the guys that we hang around with in class also made it! This means that all the bffs from 4/6 are still gonna be together ! 4/6 FTW ! I LOVE ALL OF YOU
So daddy brought me out for dinner at this awesome japanese restaurent for celebration. It's the best best best jap food i've ever eaten in my whole life. Just to let you all know,the restuarant name is call Botan, location at far east square around china town. MUST.TRY! I swear it's damn awesome!

2010-12-17T00:55:00.004+08:00

It's 12.55am now, in prolly another 19.5 hours i'll be getting back my N levels results (again). This really freaking me out, i've got no idea how i did for the exam. I've got no confidence at all, not a single bit. The thought of how terribly i did for Math paper 1 and geography totally freaks me out. Because of this two, i've lost every single confidence i had. I screwed up everything, i'm a fucking failure. Repeat N levels twice yet i still screw up, good job ana. FUCK YOU ANA,YOU SHOULD KILL YOURSELF FOR BEING DUMB. _l_
I SENSE FAILURE.
I definately hope not, have some confidence bitch.

2010-12-15T23:50:00.006+08:00

I wonder how boys feel when they're in love.

do they get butterflies? do they have you on their mind 24/7? do they wait for you to come online for hours? do they smile at random times at the thought of you? do they miss you all the time? do they think about the smallest things you say? do they wish that they're by your side every moment or do they want to see you so badly every single minute.

2010-12-14T23:53:00.008+08:00

MY CHILDHOOD PHOTOS.

2010-12-14T22:48:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 28TH MONTHSARY BABY !

I LOVE YOU LIKE HOW MUCH YOU LOVE ME BAOBEIZX. MWACKS XOXO.

2010-12-13T23:59:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY ONEW SWEETHEART!
Everything about you is so wonderful, from your voice to your tendency to trip over invisible stones in your path. Happy birthday Onew, i love you and i hope you never ever lose your smile .You will forever be the cutest yet dorkiest leader ♥

SARANGHAEYO ONEW LEE JIN KI, YOU'LL ALWAYS BE MY NO.1 BIAS

2010-12-13T00:17:00.003+08:00

When you get to know someone, all their physical characteristics start to dissapear. You begin to dwell in their energy, regonize the scent of their skin. You see only the essence of the person, not the shell. That's why you can't fall in love with beauty or looks. You can lust after it, be infatuated by it, want to own it. You can love it with you eyes and body, but no your heart. That's why when you really connect with a person, any physical imperfections dissapear and become irrelevant.

2010-12-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

overdue photos from last saturday. wow time has really been passing by really quickly huh, one week has passed just like this. why does december has to come so soon, in a blink of an eye,the holidays are gonna end. I don't feel that i've got enough of fun yet,i still need a break from school. In another weeks time, i'll be collecting my results. *shivers* . I really have no idea what the outcome would be like, i don't even wanna think about it. But i just can't, 17th december haunts me every single day,it just wont get the hell out of my mind. All i wanna do now is enjoy the rest of my days before the 17th, who knows what will happen right so i'll just have fun first. Let's drop this subject, don't really wanna think about it right nao. Tomorrow i will be going to celebrate baby's grandma's birthday, not really looking forward cze i have to be all quiet and gentle which is so not me. I've got to speak appropriately, act nice and all sorts of things which i don't usually do. Aiya whatever la, one year see them once just do it lor for the sake of baby. Meanwhile my parents are fucking insane, it's obvious that they don't believe me that i'm going for the celebration which they didn't question me but they told me to take snapshots of their family. wtf la how random is that, so obvious that they think i'm lying. Crazy people _l_

2010-12-06T21:30:00.003+08:00

now i've stop working, i'm starting to gain weight. i can't stand how my body is so unfair to me, it's either i lose weight suddenly or i gained weight suddenly. sigh this shows that i've got to hit the gym again which i'm really lazy to cause i have to travel ... well in one month time i'll be moving to my new home ( which i'm really reluctant to ) and i can go to the gym everyday and swim everyday which will help me handle my weight hehehe. seriously i don't wanna shift house, i love my home now very much. it will definately take me quite some time to get used to the new enviroment. everything will be so different once i move, i hope time pass slowly so i can spend more time in my current home. i'll really miss west coast :(

2010-12-02T19:34:00.003+08:00

i totally love this leopard outer so much that i can wear it every single day. this is the best $30 i've ever spent throughout this whole year,yes i'm serious! well i can match this with any outfit and that's awesome. okay enough with the clothe hahaa. anyway i'm frigging dying or boredness ! i've stay at home for 3 full days, the worst 3 days in my life. i've got no one to go out with cause my friends are all busy or either out of the country and my boyfriend is working everyday. this really made me kinda regret quitting my job,if i didn't quit at least i still have something to do right although i'll be complaining from top to toe about how fucked up my job is. well oh well, i've made my decision and i can't do anything about it. At least today much more better than the last three horrible days. Met up with huisiang and chung han for brunch, like finally got out the house. And now i'm gonna go prepare for a movie with my family, we're gonna watch skyline. My sis kept saying that it's nice, i hope it is. Alright toodles!

2010-11-29T20:43:00.007+08:00

So.. yesterday i brought my brother to the science centre to let him explore/play/learn, whatever it is lah haha. Just me and my bro, one to one bonding session. I've been there so many times that i've totally lost interest hahaha, was kinda of bored lah but my bro was having hell load of fun. Kept on running around,looking at everything,touching everything. Luckily he wasn't very playful,i could still control him. When we reached there, this woman at the enterance told me that there would be a fire performance at the auditorium so i was like " oh that would be interesting" my bro would love it to. But .. i heard her wrong -.- i was a choir performance and i heard it as fire. So i just stayed there and watch lah, like go in already then walk out like paiseh. And i did i right choice to not go out cause the choir perfomance was fucking awesome. The singers were like all younger than 10 years old and they sang like angels, even better than the choir i was in during primary. I almost teared, i'm not lying. I felt so touched,they're all so young and they sang so well, even my brother was amazed. He sat still through out the whole performance watching them sing. After science centre, we went to meet baby and his friends for dinner and my bro made him a joke to everyone by being playful/retarded/idiotic/funny. I was like a freaking mother looking after him.

2010-11-27T00:35:00.002+08:00

hey there i'm back. i'm kinda of a free person now, know why? cause i've quitted my job. I'm really sick and tired of the job, it's so god damn boring and the warehouse is so hot. I hate fans, cause they blow dust onto my face and make them really oily and dirty so i don't use the fans there. It's like doing the same thing everyday single day, scan Iphone, fold boxes and do nothing. Waking up at 6.45am every single day is tiring, which makes me not able to sleep late. I love watching tv at night until i fall asleep,but with the job i can't cause i need to catch enough sleep. With the job, i have no life. It's even worst then schooling time, i get home earlier when i go to school and i'm not that tired either. It really makes it a routine everyday lah, wake up - work - go home - rest , and that's it i hardly even get to go out to have fun. i need to start meeting up with my friends before we start drifting away. So today was my last day of work, i'm happy and i'm sad. Happy that i don't have to suffer anymore and sad cause i'll miss my friends there. They're such a bunch of nice people especially the malays, i love them so much! They're so fun to be with :( Only until today when i'm leaving i realised that the job isn't that bad after all with my friends there. But i've resigned and i didn't regret. I'm considering now if i should search for another job like those one to three days those kind. We'll see.

2010-11-22T21:25:00.002+08:00

very little photos, i know right! I wasn't really in the mood that day cause of my intense diarrhea and it was kinda of boring. I didn't even bother taking any self shot photos at home after i did my make up and hair which i usually will. This shows how restless i was that day. Honestly, i thought that prom was a massive waste of time and money except that i get to gather with my classmates again. I spent close to 400 dollars on everything, my heart fucking pain i swear. ++ another reason why i didn't took much photos because i think that i look damn ugly and fat that day. my diet plan didn't worked out right and my arms ended up getting bigger. so i'm kinda pissed off about that. yeah whatever,it's over and it's time to go on a diet again. anyway it's just 25 more days to getting results and i'm totally freaking out inside. I feel so traumatised by the prev experience i had. I've got no confidence in my results AT ALL. I'm so afraid i'll fail again and daddy will freak out and go crazy. I will fucking lose face to every single person i know T_T

2010-11-21T15:17:00.002+08:00

I'll blog about prom soon, not much pictures though.

101107 Onew '安静' (Silence) FULL fancam @ Taiwan Fan Party

2010-11-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

LEE JIN KI , WHY YOU SO TALENTED & PERFECT ! HIS CHINESE PRONOUNCIATION IS SO PERFECT,EVEN BETTER THAN JAY CHOU'S ONE SERIOUSLY, NEVER LIE. EVEN MY SISTER SAYS SO. FUCKING LOVE YOU LAH ONEW !

2010-11-11T20:01:00.003+08:00

hehehehe finally updating my dead old blog, actually i wanted to blog like 2 days ago and yesterday too. i came into the new post page, then went to do other stuff first after that i felt lazy to blog already. frigging tired from work,work is a total dread man. no air con then have to wear jeans, the fan all so dirty blow already all the dust also fly until my whole body. Grad night is like just next wednesday,my diet plan is not working at all!!! i'm not losing fats but instead gaining more, why?!?! i won't look pretty during grad night already :( gonna go hunt for pretty dresses and shoes this sat , sure will be a difficult time trying to find cause i'm so fucking fat and all pretty dresses are all so tiny. T_T i feel like killing myself now , why like that :(

2010-11-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

zomg just coming to realise that grad night is actually just 11days away. i've not even bought a single shit, not a single cloth to wear. why is time passing by so quickly,i've not have enough money to buy yet cause i haven got my pay and i've been spending my savings very quickly. holidays are not my time to save money,i can't save a single cent during holiday if not go out sure no money to use. sigh sigh sigh, very fustrating that i can't decide on what to wear or where to buy my stuff. the worst is i've not even started on my diet to slim down and fit pretty dress lah. my arms are super duper huge right now, die already lah. 11 days comfirm no time to go on a diet, i have got to work and i can't excercise. maybe i should cut down on what i'm eating and then keep standing during work, this might help.
okay anyway i'm kind of excited for tomorrow because i'll be meeting my auntie villa tomorrow with my family. Auntie villa was my maid for 10 years and she left us 2years ago to go back to philliphines, well something happened and she came back to work, not for us though but i wish she did come back to work for us. I miss her like crazy. So she'll be going down to my grandma's place cause it was my grandma who suggested to call her up. My grandma sort of have this intention to hire auntie villa to work for her cause she's the best we ever had. Her cooking skills is 100% amazing. Hahahaha okay,that should be all for now. I know i've not been blogging lately, cause i've got no photos so very lazy to blog. Annyeong!

2010-11-06T11:48:00.002+08:00

Teacher: Can you see God?
Class: No.
Teacher: Can you touch God?
Class: No.
Teacher: Then there isn't a God!
Student: Sir, can you see your brain?
Teacher: No.
Student: Can you touch your brain?
Teacher: No.
Student: So you have no brain!

2010-11-04T20:31:00.000+08:00

THIS MADE ME LAUGH NON STOP WTF. BUT IT'S DAMN TRUE LAH HAHAHAH.

2010-11-01T21:21:00.005+08:00

最辛苦的一段感情, 却不舍得放弃因为我太爱你 ,又不能没有你 ,
我累了，真的累了. 不知该怎么样了
so, keep calm and do the same

2010-10-26T18:18:00.005+08:00

WOOHOOO I HAVE NO REGRETS IN MY LIFE ANYMORE ! (NOT TRUE) . THE CONCERT WAS SO AWESOME I SWEAR, ALL THE GROUPS WERE AMAZING ESPECIALLY SHINEE AND SNSD (OBVIOUSLY) . ONEW IS SO GOD DAMN HANDSOME LAH , LIKE THE MOST AMAZING GUY EVER! ACTUALLY EVERYONE OF SHINEE IS HANDSOME, MINHO IS LIKE SO FUCKING HOT, TAEMIN IS SOOOO CUTE AND KEY IS SO SMEXY. BUT SADLY JONGHYUN DIDN'T COME T_T . IT'S BEEN 3 DAYS AFTER THE CONCERT AND I'M STILL SPAZZING OVER IT LAH, ITS LIKE A DREAM COME TRUE TO ME YOU KNOW. FROM MY PHOTOS YOU CAN SEE HOW CLOSE AM I FROM THE STAGE, YES I AM VERY CLOSE TO THE STAGE AND I SAW EVERYTHING CLEARLY! HAHAHAHAHA OMG LAH,SO HAPPY THAT I SAW ONEW! I SCREAMED HIS NAME LIKE NOBODY BUISNESS HOPING HE CAN HEAR ME BUT I DOUBT HE DID HAHAHA. OKAY THERE ARE A LOT OF THINGS THAT I WANT TO COMPLAIN LAH, ZZZ BUT I'M FREAKING LAZY TO TYPE IT OUT HERE HAHHAA.I'M TO HAPPY TO COMPLAIN! I HOPE SHINEE WILL HAVE THEIR SOLO CONCERT HERE IN SINGAPORE SOON ! I SO FUCKING WANNA SEE THEM AGAIN, ALL 5 OF THEM NOT 4 ONLY OKAY. HAHHAHA BUT EVEN IF IT'S ONLY ONEW THAT IS COMING I DONT CARE I'LL STILL SPEND MONEY TO WATCH HIM HEHEHEHE. WOOOHOOO ANW THE PHOTOS ARE FROM MY CAMERA, I THOUGHT THE QUALITY WOULD SUCK , BUT IT TURN OUT TO BE NOT BAD! HEHEHE OKI ANNYEONG!

2010-10-22T20:58:00.002+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE DAY WHERE I MEET MY FAVOURITE GROUPS ! OH MY GOD I'M SO FUCKING EXCITED YOU KNOW YOU KNOW! LIKE AFTER 8MONTHS I FINALLY GET TO SEE THEM. BUT SADLY JONGHYUN WON'T BE COMING CAUSE OF HIS INJURED ANKLE,SIGH :( I DONT CARE I'LL STILL BLAME ON INDONESIA SHAWOL WHO CAUSED EVERY SINGLE THING. CURSE YOU ALL NOT BE ABLE TO MEET SHINEE AGAIN. Y YOU ALL HURT THEM!

I'M SO EXCITED THAT I CAN'T STOP TYPING IN CAPS LOCK! AM GONNA BE AT EXPO AT PROLLY 1 PLUS TO QUEUE FOR MY PLACE FOR THE CONCERT! I WANNA STAND INFRONT SO THAT I CAN SEE ONEW CLEARLY! OBVIOUSLY EVERYONE WOULD WANNA DO THAT KEKEKEKE. KYAAAAAAA ! SEE YOU BOYS AND GIRLS TOMORROW! SHALL TRY TO TAKE PHOTOS IF POSSIBLE CAUSE MY CAMERA SUCK BIG TIME. OKI ANNYEONG!

2010-10-20T21:46:00.002+08:00

Shall update a little on what i'm doing now. Okay so currently,every single day i'm just going around job hunting. Hoping that someone would be nice enough to give me a call to tell me that i'm hired. But for 2 freaking weeks,no one called me until today wtf. I wasted two weeks of my god damn holiday, and went to look for jobs under the terrible weather. Yesterday i went to Holland,Queensway and Anchor point to look for jobs. Today i went to Jurong east (some company which wants me to do admin, and i fucking suck at computer stuff so it's a no no, but still i applied hahah whatever not gonna care) and i went to Vivo city too. Well i think some jobs i applied got chance especially one of the stalls. Okay anyway today finally i recieved a phone call from the push cart at anchor point. They told me i can go down on friday and they will tell me about the job etc so means i think im hired or something,but then i lied to them and say i need to comfirm with my parents first so i'll call them back again tomorrow to comfirm. the truth was i wanted to wait for one of the shops from vivo to call which i really had a high chance in lah, i called the shop person and ask if i really had chance and they said the supervisor might call me tonight. Well until i've not recieve any phone call yet, shall wait till like 12 lor. If not i go do the push cart already hahahaha. Okay that should be all for now,will update soon again . Oh anw the haze this two days is so fucking terrible omg curse you indonesia!

2010-10-14T22:15:00.002+08:00

Today is another month of the 14th,which is our 26th monthsary today. We didn't celebrate it cze there's no need to. Hahahah some couples celebrate monthsary because nowadays relationships can hardly last for a year,hope that's not offensive for anyone but it's seriously the truth. I'm not boasting okay,seriously i'm not. Okay so we spent our day normally, had brunch together,went to his school to do some NS admistration thingy, to the hospital for his check up which was a total waste of money because obviously there was nothing wrong with him at all in the first place, like a pussy only scared this scared that lol. Next year need to go back for some check up again, waste money and retarded you mei you. ++ My dad just sold my house today to some people which i find very unfriendly and fierce. I tried smiling to him and all he did was stare stare stare , very difficult to smile back meh tsk. So i'll be moving house in prolly 3months later and i really don't want to T_T i can't bear to part with my house, i love my house, i love the enviroment well i just love everything about this estate i'm living in cze i have everything i need around me. Transport is the best ever seriously, can't find anywhere with such great transport. Well dad already bought the house can't do anything about it. Oh anw like so damn cool cause my dad bought the house like on 10/10/10 , it's at the 10th storey and the door number is 10-01 . Omg lah everything 10 except got 01 but still have 0 and 1. But there's something will 11 and i forgotten what it is already. Okay gtg now wanna watch movies already. LMAO! MY BRO JUST ACCDENTALLY STAPLE HIS THUMB,MAJOR BLEEDING HAHAHAHA THIS IS SO EPIC.

2010-10-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

So practically the four of us went out job hunting today, actually it's just three hahah wenqian just accompanied us. Had a really hard time searching,wasn't really successful.. First stop we went to vivo's pull and bear which we originally wanted to work there already cze my 'friend' whom was working there told me there they need part timers like 2 weeks ago. Okay so went there and they told us there wasn't any vacancy and my friend was on his break and i could reach his phone. End up giving up on pull and bear. Next we went to river island to ask, they gave us the headquarter's number and asked us to call. So we called twice and no one picked up, gave up. Then we went to topshop, they gave us this application form to fill in and said that we will be interviewd after that. So we thought we had a chance and was sort of happy, finished filling in the form pass to the person and she asked about our working dates,ect. Like wtf seriously, we're just wanting a part time job and she told us that we are required to work 6 days everyweek and weekends are compulsary. Plus we cant request for any leave for vacation or any shit. That's bullshit seriously,like that might as well work full time already right only pay lesser. Obviously we gave up on the job and headed to far east after that. Went to a few shops to apply and hopefully one of them will call us within this three days. If not i think i'll head down to ion to hunt for jobs already. And from the photos above, we went to take neoprints to waste time ^^ . Yea that's all, freaking tired from all the walking today in heels. byebye